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ok jamie told me she loves me last night i dont know if i still feel that way for her honestly i do care about tecla like that but she is getting on my nerves alittle bit she was handing me drinks last night and bitchin that i got recked as i told her to fuck off and started walking to the door my cell rang i didnt answer cuz i was still in da club but any way tec ran after me and was appologizing i was just like yea whatever i dont care see ya so i left and checked my voice mail it was jamie so i called her back and she was telling me how much she missed me and all that shit i told her to relax she said i love you i told her the same back but i dont know if i can get back with her cuz i am still not finished with what i wanna do yetand yea tec can be a pain in my ass but she has'nt ditched me yet and jamie has im not sure if i can take jamie back cuz i know she is just gonna find a way to fuck me over and im not gonna deal with that if she loved me so much why did she roll out to begin with why did she come in too begin with if she really cared about me she would have givin me the space i needed to start with any way i talked to tec today and everything is good i just cant have no feelings right now it just aint workin i care about people i am friends with but the girls i look at them the same as i do my friends stacy gave me a booty call today but she is bad news i dated her way back when and never really liked the bitch so imma stay away from that tec allready got mad once cuz of that one (oppps)im not tryin to piss her off no more cuz tec does treat me pretty good for the most part she is just worried about me cuz i am back on the spiral she said she said she dont wanna see me get fucked up again(ive known her for about 10 years give or take)she knew me when i was fucked up and was a friend then and will most likely always be and she had the same problems i did so we know what each other are going threw and have gone threw but all in all im happy right now im havin a good time and pissing off every one around me (some of them im even pissing on it is that time of year lol) any way bitches tecla is calling me off the chains so lemme call her lataz